Married?

Did I just use the word 'married'? About me?

OK, I know that Chloe's wonderful. I know that I already love our daughter, Alice. I think that we may be having another child and I know that I will love him or her too.

But that doesn't stop the doubts. I love wooing new women. I love loving new women. I'm good at loving new women. What have I done? I may never be with another woman ever again.

I have to hide these thoughts though. I can't let Chloe know that I'm not as happy as she is that we're... married.